Have you ever had the feeling of your skull is splitting in two?
That the only real person you really want to hurt is you?
You hate yourself so much that you wonder where did everything go wrong?
You regret giving yourself to that person for that long?
That is called heartbreak and I’ve felt the worst one.
Where the person that you thought loved and cared for you, just used you as fun.
It happened so quickly you didn’t even know.
That this feeling in you would ever show.
The pain is deep and you can’t escape it.
It has happened before and all you want to do is give up and quit.
You wish you hadn’t experienced something like this at all.
Lost and loneliness are the only two things that you truly feel, nothing more than someone’s doll.
Even though that they are gone you wish you still had one more chance.
Just wanting to fix everything with just a single song and dance.
They try and pin everything on you, so you’re the one to blame.
Really they are just wallowing in their own shame.
You gave everything, tried as hard as you can, to keep everything ok.
As hard as you tried they kept on saying to you no way.
Everyday you wake up with hoping it was just a dream.
Then you come to realize that it is the same old theme.
Waking up in a bed all lonely and cold.
Feeling of wanting that person just to have and hold.
It’s the same pain that people feel after the end of a long lasting marriage.
Like something ripped out your heart so rigid and ravage.
Now all you have to do is move on and live your life.
The only thing is that I know how you feel; it will forever more hurt and cut like a knife.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
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